OTL I will draw happier stuff for my journal comic next week. --
I kinda feel like the whole ..growing up stuff is happening too fast.
I wish I could..go at a slower pace with everything. ..agh, maybe I'm just really lazy.
but ..yeah I still wish I could do things at my own pace..
like goodness. I barely know what I really wanna do with my life.
...being hobo doesn't sound so bad.. lol just kidding...maybe
the only concrete idea I have for my future is to be able to travel around the world. and draw of course. The other details will somehow fill in I guess (?)
...arghdfkj okay honestly I'm apologetic to my parents for thinking this but: I wish I could just go to freaking UGA it's not a bad college (!!) and I don't really care to get into Emory anymore. at first the whole idea of going somewhere so elite like that fascinated me. but I don't think I'm suited for somewhere like that. xD I'll end up failing or something.
..I really don't care about which college I'll end up going to actually. I just...wanna get some sort of higher education from somewher/anywhere than go fly around the world and draw. that's it.
..uhhhrgd maybe I'm just being selfish. I have no idea,
I feel like the older I get, the more confused I am I:<
Omg I can tooooootally relate! For reals! It's a bit of a relief to know I'm not the only one who's experienced this, tbh. LOL. I think you should pursue whatever it is you find more appealing, cuz I mean, it's *your* life so you should be happy with what you do. And personally, I think traveling and drawing sounds like an awesome plan!!
Oh gosh this is exactly what I've been feeling and getting depressed over :c It does feel like we're growing up so fast and parents push college on us but you have to go at your own pace and people can't push you ya know? This is also really well done too btw man I love your stuff.
haha don't say sorry man, rather thank you for taking the time to write out such great comments! : D
this one is actually all watercolor (and some red ballpoint pen, cause i quickly sketched out everything with a red pen then painted over) i got my watercolors from walmart (i hope i can try out high quality watercolors one day xD) the watercolor paper I used was Canson Montval watercolor paper
Thank you very much! I also got my hands on some watercolors today at Target. I need me some water color paper, because I love how they shade and all. And this image, I can relate to so hard. I'm the same right now I suppose, with college and all. I move at my own pace, but my parents decide to give me lectures, and I end up zoning out. D:
ahh yess I also really love how watercolors look just so peaceful and nice =w=
at first I just used my sketchbook paper (also from walmart xD) to watercolor but i hated how the pages would ..get all rumbly you know? so i ended up buying some expansive watercolor paper but tis so worth it *A* it holds the paint better and doesnt bleed it's wonderful!
agh yeah, i know what you mean about parents always lecturing. and critizing everything you do. then blaming your friends and your art for not being able to focus on studies and blaksjdf xD
My goodness, it's like you are a manifestation of someone I've been longing to talk to. I've never heard someone say, "All rumbly" because they don't speak artist. BI I know what you mean exactly... My parents blame Pokémon and my art for me not focusing, yet I'm passing everything. Yeesh.
Then there's saving money for college when I really want to spend money on art supplies, and I've gotta think and all, and get a job soon, and my muse has been murdered. It's all a hassle, but I'm pulling through. And though I just met you, it's people like you that I can talk to without using Outrage. ;u;
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